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Written at Wednesday, February 28, 2007 | back to top

sometimes i thought of being a nurse.
helping ,reaching out for them..
but..

i'm fear of blood->im trying my best not to.
i'm fear of ghost-> i seen it once.
i'm fear of washing's dead person's body.
i'm fear of touching them.
i'm fear of seeing disgusting thing.
i'm fear of touching small babies's body.

but..
i love to look after them.
i love to play with the kids.

pray hard for my first choice.!! hope i can get in!!!!

Dun fall asleep.. lolls.

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Hmm.. after reading shiwei's blog i felt very sorry.
i'm sry girl. For not being there when u need help the most.
It happened ytd. Why didnt u called me? i only know it today.

u got to be strong.
no matter wad. i promise i will be there for u . But u cannot let me be the last one to know again ok?

if u need me.. call me ok??

same to weiling. I sms-ed her the previous night. Her grandma also in hospital. The only thing she could do is to wait for the report or i could say to let her grandma to make decision for her own.

it's very sad to lose our loves one.
no matter wad.. both of u got to be strong ok??

Here is my wishes for tonight. since i've not wished for long,may this wishes come true tonight.
*may shiwei's uncle and weiling's grandma be alright.Pls let them recover real soon.
*may my mum's eye be alright.. and her health.hais.

more infor on my mum's..
she had injuried her eyes.And her eye is suffering from internal bleeding.Her eye was real red. hais. sometimes i felt myself being useless. I can only see but not help. bringing trouble to her.

I just cant understand why they bring people to earth??
some said : To contribute.
some said : To see the beautiful world.

but i think.. it wasnt that true.
some unlucky one suffer and pass away.
some lucky one pass away without taking thing away too.

or shd i said.. why is there old age or diseases. why cant people comes and goes peacfully. like the song'' Let There Be Peace On Earth.''

hais..
let's talked abt today.
i was late,VERY LATE. i dreamed that i told up super i'm not feeling well and was not able to work today.
who knows.. when im awake, i was past 11 . i shd be at work place at 1030am. my phone was off due to low batt. And i switched it on quickly. And not surprisingly, shilin called me. She said : Super was very very very very ANGRY!!!
Then i called her. I used my usual reason:stomach crumped. That a very powerful excused. cause it's included vomiting. Hmm.. And i used it often during secondary sch times.BEcause of this there no need of showing mc.

she said alot alot alot alot of things. she was really furious. i can feel it lor. cause she speak faster than me. hais. suppose to open the shop with her but i was late. so she was alone and dunno wad lar.. boss will scold. im sorry..
and.... i dun feel like going back work tlm!! cause.. i dunno how to face them...

SIAN!! tlm OT lehh.. hais. THose aunties there sure gossiping about me the whole beautiful today.help me..
i wan to quit. BUt they are in need of empolyee.
OR.. fired me. I will feel better.

To shilin: super said :" some ppl ask me why i have such empolyee that come only she likes." i think that refers to u too.. lolls..

Went vivo with penny linqi and violet. sorry arhh.. wake u up so early. Shop ard, met QMOR for lunch. Had fun and laugher.
I dunno why this feeling kept coming to me.
Some how is like.. we are separating soon.. but i noe.. i wont. hmm..

went to CC look for uncle cause my phone went spoiled again.
he said he not sure that uncle will charge me anot. hais. if charged then.. maybe i got to get a new phone.

oh ya..Today im on bus going to meet them. And nearly get acccident. the stupid trunk sudden turn in with last min signal. And the bus had a sudden stop. A aunty fall. Luckily she had nth wrong. i was standing up. I wanted to hold her but my hand is too short to grab for her. Then the uncle scold the driver->trunk .

hmm..
i really dun wan to go to work tlm!! i juz hate everything there.!!! juz finish talking with aunty meili.. i told her how painful i was yet she never say anything.. but say... super was all alone this morning.. sian..

WOWWW!! super sian.. can u imagine.. aunty jin zhen is there. luckily she off tlm. if not hor.. i will faint.

haishaishaishaishaishauss.....

start work at 1230 i think. lol.. dunno is 12 or 1230.
think i will left hse at 10 and reach there at 11 plus..linqi dun wan acc me.. she keep asking teck hong.. haishaishais...

some days back. i walked home alone.guess wad i saw.i saw a couple quarrelling. The guy stood on the pavement and jumped down the drain. I was listening to my mp3 when walking home.Then i heard a scream. I stop. And saw the guy jumped into the drain which is abt 1 m plus nearly 2 m bahh.. i think he hurt his hand. And i saw the girl run away. i stood still. Wanted to chase after her.. but after a second thought .. i decided not to. And the guy remind in the drain. And i walked further on.. i saw a lovely couple. lolls. Dunno wad does this implicate to me.

hmm..
may luck be with me tml!! hope im not late tlm!! yeah!! teckhong coming to visit me tlm!!

bb..

CNY luck is real bad..

Written at Sunday, February 25, 2007 | back to top

Do not know whether is it true that this yr will be a bad yr for me? cause i seem so unlucky. i lost in black jack.lolls.. and.. i was always the first to turn bankrupt when playing monopoly.. i sell everything.. and lost..!! lolls..

went nai nai's hse bian nian that time. and..... THEIR TURTLE GAVE BIRTH TO 3EGG!!
unfortunately, one was stepped by the turtle itself. And 2 are saved. the female gave birth without the male's sperm.. that why the egg cannot be fertilised. so sad hor..

Sunday

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i was late forwork again..
hai ya.. my phone spoil again. i believe someone are watching us everytime, every moments every min.. and that someone.. i dunno who lehh.. cause im a free thinker.lolls. is like.. when everything is cool down, it became alright.. and now.. it spoiled again.

if u dun understand wad am i saying abt.. it's ok. cause.. only someone noes.
hais.

Today is sun.And my dad is back from CHina. hmm.. ytd was bad. i quarrel with my sis. let's dun talk abt it .. since it over.
went work today. hais. shilin never come. lesley also never. lesley was sick. And.. super,meili,peiling and me. 4 of us work the whole day. meili had to work full. Told super that i want to work part timer like shilin like that. then she said if shilin want, she allow her. but to me muz delay longer. hais. because in the new list, i work more days so harder to arranged. overall, today was fine. boss didnt turn up. YEAH!! and.. i was in charge of cashier today.
And... thanks to one costumer who is not local.Thanks him for talking so loudly to attact ppl attention. here it goes..
he said: '' i had not enough $$ , can i pay half since it logical.''
Then i said : '' No. cause my super said cannot.''
he bellowed: '' because i had not enough money that so simple and logic cant u understand.''
then lots of handsome and pretty turned and looked at me. i waved and called aunty meili.
in the end he said ''aiya. they dun understand. i dun wan to buy this . only this.'' kns.
And the card they gave is not credit card. it some other card of their county.
wth.. i was bearing the boiling anger inside me. And my aunty meilin was beside me keep on apoloygised to him and her. i didnt said. i looked at the costumer behind. and lots of pretty and handsome keep on looking.

yeah..!! ginny and sok hian came today. they pay me a visit. at the same time, i was having my break. went to took neoprint..

hais.. hp spoiled lehh.. so sian.. cannot take pic anymore.. lolls.. hmm..
tlm off! finally. after this off i got to work continously 4 days. hmm..
saw lots of familar faces while working. =p dunno wad to say lar..

tlm going out with ginny n sokhian. not sure whether others got come along mahh.. I WANT GO SHOP SHOP SHOOOOOPPP!!!

hmm.. dunno why ppl always listen to their own way
for example,this costumer here..

she said'' i want this in brown.''
I said'' ok i help u see whether there another in there anot.''
I said.. nope dun haf le. all at here. This type of clips, we did not keep any stock.
she said'' but i want in brown. '' ''help me find.''

i was like finding lots of time lor.. then really cannot. i told her. okay. i go ask my super is there any stock for this. I asked her infront of the costumer. super said no. she was like comparing between other outlet.
and i told her..
'' u go other outlet find lor.. since u say it's more variety..'' den i walked away.
guess wad.
she went to find super and ask again..
haiyo..

think i got to go and fall in love with sleeping le. as wad st had said.
hahaha.. ok.. i will stop here den..
good nite everyonre

my days

Written at Saturday, February 24, 2007 | back to top

ytd was friday.
went bn mrt to meet them first.
i was late and was punished by linqi.. she pulled my ear.. and.. IT HARD!!
sob sob. child abuse ahhh!!

next headed to orchard. met them up. and headed to mrs chia' hse.
yongshun n meng hua was already there when we reached.
mrs chia gave 10 buck for all of us .. wowWOW!!
stay there and play with her dog.. so cute. And she had 3 friends upstair..

next we go shiwei's hse bian nian.. her dog damn cute n .... fat.lolll. alot of hair. but very cute. hmm.. and also scarly.lolls.. he left his saliva on my leg..

next to violet's hse.
shiwei,weiloung,qmor and i gathered and played black jack. hu get the biggest is the one shd do true n dare. dunno why i so suai.. loll. kana lots of time.
let me tell u ..
first.. i hold gh's hand.. and say i love u . but i said love u .lolls.
next.. pinched qmor face.
still got one more owe. lolls..

then weiloung called shilin n sweet talk to her. also to amy.
qmor held linqi hand and violet's hand and said i love u ..
shiwei called up sl to tell him she love him.

ya lor.. everything ended up 1115pm. went mac and meet song tai sister. i wasn't in mood lar! cause.. that song tai tell uncle everything also the thing. actually i was bearing the anger lar.. but.. i dunno lar. hais.. juz dun want to care abt it. since it already given.wad can i do?

let talk abt wed.
suppose to go work. but i told her i got to go bian nian.It's the true wad.. going mrs chia's hse. in the end mrs chia cannot.. so went out with them.super said that i shd be more responsible in my job. wth.. hais.We went ps aracade play first. spent lots of money at there. it was fun .. next to bugis.went shoping for teck hong's present.. hmm.. we bought 2 shirt for him.hope he like it.. =) had my dinner with penny at bendemeer mall.. and headed home after eating.FUNFUNFUNFUNFUN
penny,linqi,guohua n ting's day!! lol

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happy new year!! lolls

hmm..
tues.
went sok hian's hse.. hahah.meet up with them and headed there early. and.. i was not late!! QMOR is the lastest. lolls.. Then we gathered together to play true and dare. weiloung,sokhian,mabel,yinzhi,shiwei,qmor,linqi and me. so funny lor.. qi called ys. qmor called amy. but too bad she neber pick up so he called violet. zhi called her 'L' sokhian called guohua.. LOL!!! and i called.. songtai. loll..

so paiseh.. i tot i drag my words so that he wont be able to hear clearly.. who noes.. he say he hear very clearly. aiyo.. haha

hmm.. Time really passed very fast. headed home before 1030pm.. Went to mac with qmor to pack mac home. When we are abt to go home, ginny n wei rong n teck hong turned up.. more coming.. but we went home le.