People, try this ! Dun alway eat tomato sauce! This brand is nice! This is the first time that i tried using this sauce ! outcome is seriously unbelievable. Is alot alot better than normal tomato paste! This is bacon sauce + egg. =)
Saw this promotion 2 in a pack in a price of 6 plus.. jus nice. I'm going to cook for many person share!
hmm..
shd i cook it together or different day?
is like 10 people.
hmm...
yesterday time past very fast! maybe because i reached bugis at 3pm. so instead of 10 hr work, i only work for... 7 hr! wee~!!!
Today 8.5 hr more!!! =) I CAN MAKE IT!
YEAH!
some post before, i mention hong wanted to give me surprise. However, i dunno why i keep on forgetting to mention it.
so here it is.
He accompany me the whole sat at shop, and he bring me to a place at beach rd. And, it was quite dangerous if u are walking alone there because it was quite dark. BuT, to my surprise , the scenry is much more beautiful than at ECP at night. It is like u are surounded by the whole sea!
den i asked hong " what if the person accidentally falls into the river, than he mention , he will die lor because if u want to swim back to shore, u got to uturn and swim......
And.... HONG GAVE ME A RING! relax, is not wedding ring / purpose ring . Just a tinklebell ring!!!!!!!! so pretty! He say he got it for me super long but dun have time to give me. Hm, that is on 8 August till end of August like that den he give.
ok, that all for today!!!!!!!!!
Today is TUESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jus 2 more day!!! Hong will be out
faster come to cloud! more more sale because stock coming in !!
Also means more discount!!!!!

hello!
sorry for ... jus posting a pic in the previous post. Because was busy until forget!
That was what i pack for my da jie to shop. It was cooked by me. hm, delicious is all i can describe. And, most importantly, it so easy to cook.
Went for lesson as usual. OMG. They having school holiday on MONDAY next week again! shall not take monday lesson arh! so many holiday falls on monday!
Went to Ps earlier than expect. Shop for an hr plus before lesson start. Went look ard for cards and papers and decos stuff. Spent so muchhhhhhhhh...
Was moody nowadays.
hais.
all i can say is.............. we dun expect to have this kind of shit n miserable life. Maybe i shd cheer up a little.
That night, i cant even believe my ear for what it sang in.
Dun expect me to respect you when u dun even have normal respect for others.
"Singing song" to you make me demoralised myself.
what a laugh!
hais.
and a little thing that u fork out doesnt mean anything for them.
I shd go ahead with what is best for me and being pull down
because they dun even care what for u want to care!
for now,
jus come down to bugis; cloud.
I will give u lots lots of discount today! =)

;) delicious! I see le also feel like eating. damn easy to cook la. =D

hais. today is friday.Hong suppose to book out today. sad.
nvm. Since my sister going out of station again, guess i will be the one that helps out in the shop for tml till wed. Till the day i had rest which is thurs hong will be back.
Actually , time pass super fast leh. Maybe because i was at the shop for 2 days. That why.
great. someone order her shoe again and i push from collection on wed till sat. That's very bad. Because i dun really like to draw repeated pattern for numberous times- sailor design.
I dun really know what i really wants.
great. Mandy called up this morning and scolded me. Speaking in loud voice maybe because my volume is loudest. LOL! so i made it lower. By time, she say she want to scold jinfu and will call back later. hehehe.
So, end up , none of us working. Zhi say is not worth it. hm, think about it.... ya. but i in need to get present for hong. Slacking for 7 months really is a terrible thing. Now that i can go find job, ting , u better get ur ass and find a job!
Qi say the register for the course is about may!
account ? teacher? i left out baker ( because i shall left it for next time)
hais. Think i will go for account! Although i know, i cant make it. But , i will try.
I just scare of doing new things , u see.
got to get myself to draw that shoe and headed to NTUC to buy igrediant ..... and headed down shop and had dinner with friends later on. =)

Great! i some how forget that i own a blog.
sorry for the lacks of updates. Been busy at shop for 2 days.Hm, wen came and visit me with his cousin. He going army soon, 2 more days! ha! jiayou!
anyway, i cooked fried rice on friday! hm, as mention i was not feeling well. Had stomach ach after eating. Seems like food poison because i keep on vomiting. But, others are still well.
So, i over cook and left alot. And thrown alot away because cant finish. heheheh. and... I wanted to make bake rice instead. But the long time never used oven say NO and the house was black out! So, only fried rice. =)
Never took photo leh.
forget. Sat, tim birthday party. Parted with them in the evening and went......... to eat EMPIRE STATE BURGER! omg can! is like.. so BIG. and i cant finish 1/4 of it but hong ate the rest 3/4 . The burger is actually made for 4 pax. LOL! YEAH! gonna eat again next next week end!
Hong cant come out this week because he got outfield camp test this weekend. So, he able to book out on thurs . But booking in on friday because he got lesson at science centre. By then, i will be busy with my work. Oh ya, i working with fu only. Piang n da last minutes cannot make it lor. Dunno about my sis. ask her later. Hope she get in too. =) so ....
there will be no time for me n hong until next next next week end. sad. ok, i checked. 11 of sept! and hong birthday party clashed with qmor. hm.... how leh?
omg!!!!!!!!!!!
is 9 pm already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9.16pm to be exact!!!!!!!!!!!
that all for today! got to call him!
I killed so many house fly in shop today !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bad crowd!

hello, am back.
as i said....
I had been sleep from monday late evening to.... wed afternoon.
Monday-> I woke up with acute headach. And, the world is spinning... and i know that... sth is not right. so painnn. Weida called and said that Mandy wanted interview us. So, we tagged along. Before that i went to piano lesson. was super late because i overslept. woke up at 1.20pm whereby lesson start at 1.45pm. Reached at 2pm. And.... felt so so so so so so cold!!!! I will always go spotlight after lesson. This time, i went too. But, i walked till the candle part, i walked out. Because i was shievering like no body cares. So, headed to jurong east with this condition. lucky got seat. I slept the way through. And interview was alright la. Nvm la. =) hm. stupid fu n piang keep disturbing me like what sia. on the way back, i really really wanted to take a cab back instead of long train journey. No seat at first . And they keep on talking to me. I told them am tired yet they purposely. Stupid piang still hit me on my shoulder to prevent me from sleeping. -_- now i am alright... *BECAREFUL! lol!
reach home, i slept till night. My mum and sis came back with porriage. My sis closed shop because very little people. And, had a quick dinner and went back to sleep. sleep till tues afternoon. Time really past fast when sleeping!=) love my mum. she boiled soup/ tea/ cook porriage/cooked dishes/ buy porriage/ wake me for med/ ... alot alot that i really appreciated. She even ask me wake up go toilet pee. LOL! i very guai one. I jus do what she said..
yeah.. now that I am better but still having sore throat , flu, cough.. I will be planning to cook dinner on friday! hehehe. mus plan what to cook , what to buy. wanted to make breakfast tml but no plain bread. Want to make sandwiches for her to bring to work. =) maybe next time. =))
Great! I shd be back on baking side. I almost lost touch on baking.
-----
so .. I shall go popular and get paint. Is running low.. =) and look for books on nice food. hehehe.
yummy food for my mum! Den , i will take photo to prove u that i didnt say only but action is done! hehehehehehe. =)
Thanks mummy! I LOVE U!
----
Thanks everyone that concern . Im alright.
soon, i will eat lots heaty thing again.
hong say he will bring me go somewhere this sat. dunno where leh. .........
ehehehhehehe
yeah! SURPRISE!
kiss
nights

sunday was bad. Sales at first is dead. Slowly catch up and was not really bad.
but stress till cry.
I know is like over react. But i done something really bad. =(
I dun understand why....
hong book in early in the afternoon, i was left alone in the shop.
coughing non-stop.
having fever now.
Will be sleeping in few minutes.
I do not know what / how to do.
hong cant used his phone to call/sms me every night any more.
he had his field camp training and..
no one is going listen to my nags.
well, he recorded his voice and pass me his MP3.
so sweet hor...
This is the second time i never send him 'home'
I got to work..........
I realised.. We really spent little time together.
he came out on friday night.
I had to help out on sat. Althought he accompanied me the whole day... i'm still happy la. But we cant go play aracade / watch movies. Fun is not there.
But he bought FOOD for me n my da jie. Because it was so so so so so busy that I cant go n buy dinner.
so, this is how i fall sick.
Friday-> Huge KIO drink after work
Sat-> Subway+ TrioQ + Huge KIO + 1 plain prata + 1 egg prata + 1 very spicy mee gorenge + 1 roti john! hahah. of course the mee gorenge , roti john is share among hong n his cousin.
So, now coughing coughing.. like.....
and I just check my temperature, 38.2
didnt know as always.
until i know that i felt sleepy than normal.
Great, tml got lesson and.... * mus remember bring water.
tml got to look after shop...
i think i really need a good rest.
I afraid that i will cry to sleep when i hear hong's voice. ehehehe. but i am curious what he said in that recording. hais.
and i think today ladies are having great stomach ach. Toilet are full of lao sia smell and toilet are stained. OMG. so gosh can! dunno why human can be so disgusting. They shd at least clean it up. omg. Is not one but 2 over 5 toilet i glanced. THAT is OMG.

Okay, this was taken on sunday! =) walked from parkway parade to Bedok jetty. hehe. on the way meet violet n ah hua. They are cycling. =) They help me carry drink. =)
hehe. And, we fish/ bbq/ kite flying! Very happening day, just only 3 of us.
=)

This was taken on ... Friday! heheh.
whereby, zhi n I wanted to jog at first n shiwei sis want to roller blade. In the end........
I wore my sport shoes and..... zhi want cycle. And all of us cycle. hehehe. We meeting again for roller blade. lol!!!

Zhi tickle me. !

oh man. I couldnt find my cable. Cant upload photos. got lots of photos to upload.....
great.
helping my da jie to open shop tml because she helping me to call my supplier. LOL!
we made a deal!
I really dun dare to call her again.
I told u , i got thin skin! hahahhaha
I got no choice but to order from her the shoes again.
currently, got 5 orders.
Not yet done arfah shoe. hais. so sorry man..
shall complete this week.
shd i order black shoe???
great. so sick.
tml not bringing my com. Shall let it at home and bring shoes to draw. ehheh
nnnnnn......
the ehm ehm 's door open and..... my mum said that this year will be more firece wrote in the new paper. And was very afraid now because I was alone in the roommmmmm....
shall sleep early today and woke up tml morning please.

Time for bed time stories.
Read 2 chapters .
From young till teenage , she was sexually abuse and this was taught by her dad that this is how to communicate with guys. So she went around to firlt until she met this guy called joe.
They fell in love but she cant trusted him fully.. And, she got preg. Her family dislike joe and asked her choose between two. So, she broke up with him and got back home to stay. While joe went oversea to further on his university. Until the day she delivered to Molly, a baby girl. And troubles stirred up again and she broke up with him . This time she start a new relationship with a guy called peter who is a drinker. Blahh... and she got preg again. This time, she had abortion. And went back to joe. and blahhh... they got married . Although she still have the sickness in her, she still trying to hide her fear within her. Her dad called up to her one day to tell her the truth that he did abuse her and wanted her to move on as he know that she was struggling hard with getting on her life. But she couldn't believe that and ask her dad why did he did that and he simply replied that he love her too much. -_-
and..... i stopped reading because i'm tired. hehehe
shall update about today dating. hehehe
went shop to help out dajie. Was very DUNNO WHAT TO SAY when we saw. hais. Den, helped her iron with her new stuff. Den shiwei sis came. ops. Let her wait for me at leas got 30 min i think. After that we shopped ard. Both of us both ear ring and sis bought head band<- super chio. Next, we got our national day Tinkerbell shirt. heheheh. And, sis sayyyyy..
after buffet, let eat YUMMI yogurt because it help to digest properly....LOL! she finding excuses because she love to eat YUMMI yogurt. LOL! so, before buffet we had ice cream. LOL!. headed towards ms and we lost our way. hahahah. Reach there earlier by 2 min.First customer to reach. so we ate from 530pm to 9 plus pm. LOL! actually , we got stuck at 7 pm. LOL! but it digest and we ate again. LOL! =) went to fountain and went home next. Reach home super fast. Also dunno why sia. =)
enjoy our sister outing.
tomorrow going outing with us + zhi. heheheheh
we going jogging, cycling.
so fun.
wait till dear finish their bridging exam den we all go out again! heheh...
so many outing this week. But i feel sad when my sis need my help and i was not there to help. sorry sis. But she say everything is alright. I shall help u next time ok. Hm,
must enjoy this week end because next week end need to help out at shop.

ok, as promised, i shall tell u some bed time stories.. yawns.
This story is actually saying that between the ages of 6 to 8 years, she was sexually abused by her father. Being loyal to her family to keep it intact, the abuse became to their little sercet. When she tried to cried out for help, she was encourage to retract her allegations and branded a lier. At home, she had alot of rules and regulation.
- Not being able to touch anything in the house.
-Not being able to choose her own clothes
- Having to run naked to the shower in her mum's room.
- Not being allowed friends over
-Not being able to get a drink or something to eat.
-Not being allowed to sit on furniture.
- Not being allowed home until eleven o'clock at night
- Having to have all her hands, face and feet washed before entering the house
- Not being allowed to touch her school bag until it cleaned
-Need permission to ask to use the toilet.
-Not able to bath
- Not able to touch her drawers and wardrobes in her room
* tell me how u feel if u are her.
I do not know if I am still able to see the further if i am her.
and when she seek for help, times after times, she lied because she dun wan her dad to be put to jail. And soon, abuse starts again and again.
That about that. Shall further on reading to tell u the details. Tml going to help out da jie at shop den meeting shiwei sis. so excited. hehehe. kushinbo here we come!!!!!!

wanted to share with u the storries that i had been reading. But i cant concentrate while i type , think while looking out for customer. So, tonight then i update u about it. hahahha.
hm, today is wed.
Went to look for the shirt i mention. Woo. Got size. But...... maybe will buy it tomorrow with shiwei sis.heheh.
Woke up late today morning. When i first glance at the clock is already 7am. Shocked. Went over to look for her . Lucky she had already went to school.
U know what,
yesterday got this customer.
And, her frien tried a demin dress( my sis's design) and her frien love it alot.
Then she ask can she fit in.
The cutting is small. I told her it will be super tight for her.
She is bigger size than me. Ok, hm, i guess is 80 kg.
And the dress is mend for 40 + and below.
THEN, she say she want to try...............................................
i dunno how to reject........
so i let her try.........
THE CLOTH STRETCH TO THE MAX.........
and she say she want to remove it the stretchy part so that she has more space for her BREAST..
-__________-
den, she wanted a new piece.
OF COURSE, i tell her i only left 2 piece which is the mannequin wearing and the piece she holding. She told me the zip there is spoil......
i suspect she made spoil. Because her frien try earlier on necer complain about that. Instead she ask ... why spoil? if spoil how? she seems so so so so worried. Then, the fat frien want to see the mannequin piece. OF COURSE, i try to find excuses but she really wanted to see.. i got no choice... den i bring it down... den SHE SAY SHE WANT TO TRY BOTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -___-!!!!!
and came out saying " I DUN THINK I BUYING, IS TOO SMALL FOR ME"
angry and speechless , what to do with the dress??? the spoil dress...............
in the end, lucky, the frien said " buy lor, look nice ma" and she bought the dress using discount.
of course she took the better piece one la. what the right.
TIME TO LEARN HOW TO REJECT PEOPLE AND TELL THEM THAT THEY ARE TOO FAT TO FIT IN THE CLOTH BEFORE MORE AND MORE CLOTHES SPOIL.
argh.
but, let dun affect my mood today.
Is going to be a good good day....
CLOUD , HUAT ARH

ah hua being bully. hahaha

omg. Haven crack any eggs!!!!!!
stress
relax!!!
argh.
So tiring.
Ytd slept at 4am. After that woke up at 6am to wake her for school. After that at 8am , send her to tuition. After that at 10am, send her back with lunch. At 11.15am, Send her to school bus. So, very busy N tiring. god.
I was like sleeping n walking at the same time. super tired. But i slept from 11.30 to 1pm. And, rush to lesson.
Lesson at 1.45pm today. I thought I was late. I thought lesson start at 1.30pm. Rush like mad.
hm, nth much. Never sing nor play. Not enough time. Theory is hard.
-_-
cant understand what she said.
she ask me to get 2 book which will help me with theory.
*Thinking back, i think pervious teacher will be better.
Why?
* firece
* Confirm will play n teach theory on the same lesson
*Confirm will angry with me
*Confirm will call me to ask me where am I because I'm always late for lesson.
conclusion: I'm weird.
Next week no lesson because is NDP!
I think, is more on self- learning type.
facebook is giving me trouble to upload picture. Might upload tonight den.
omg. Is 4.35 pm already.
I'm feeling tired N hungry.
I ate subway n sushi.
But still hungry n tired n stress. =(

okay, is sunday night again.
tlm is monday again.
=(
I bet this week is gonna pass really fast because I am looking after the shop tomorrow , the day after tomorrow and the day after after tomorrow.
aiya, monday, tues , wed.
=)
Send hong to army and saw few familiar faces like weishun and yongshun! LOL! all shun!
hm, weekend pass so fast.
Going out with shiwei sis on thurs . LOL! Wanted to go Pula Ubin. =)

People, try this ! Dun alway eat tomato sauce! This brand is nice! This is the first time that i tried using this sauce ! outcome is seriously unbelievable. Is alot alot better than normal tomato paste! This is bacon sauce + egg. =)
Saw this promotion 2 in a pack in a price of 6 plus.. jus nice. I'm going to cook for many person share!
hmm..
shd i cook it together or different day?
is like 10 people.
hmm...
yesterday time past very fast! maybe because i reached bugis at 3pm. so instead of 10 hr work, i only work for... 7 hr! wee~!!!
Today 8.5 hr more!!! =) I CAN MAKE IT!
YEAH!
some post before, i mention hong wanted to give me surprise. However, i dunno why i keep on forgetting to mention it.
so here it is.
He accompany me the whole sat at shop, and he bring me to a place at beach rd. And, it was quite dangerous if u are walking alone there because it was quite dark. BuT, to my surprise , the scenry is much more beautiful than at ECP at night. It is like u are surounded by the whole sea!
den i asked hong " what if the person accidentally falls into the river, than he mention , he will die lor because if u want to swim back to shore, u got to uturn and swim......
And.... HONG GAVE ME A RING! relax, is not wedding ring / purpose ring . Just a tinklebell ring!!!!!!!! so pretty! He say he got it for me super long but dun have time to give me. Hm, that is on 8 August till end of August like that den he give.
ok, that all for today!!!!!!!!!
Today is TUESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jus 2 more day!!! Hong will be out
faster come to cloud! more more sale because stock coming in !!
Also means more discount!!!!!

hello!
sorry for ... jus posting a pic in the previous post. Because was busy until forget!
That was what i pack for my da jie to shop. It was cooked by me. hm, delicious is all i can describe. And, most importantly, it so easy to cook.
Went for lesson as usual. OMG. They having school holiday on MONDAY next week again! shall not take monday lesson arh! so many holiday falls on monday!
Went to Ps earlier than expect. Shop for an hr plus before lesson start. Went look ard for cards and papers and decos stuff. Spent so muchhhhhhhhh...
Was moody nowadays.
hais.
all i can say is.............. we dun expect to have this kind of shit n miserable life. Maybe i shd cheer up a little.
That night, i cant even believe my ear for what it sang in.
Dun expect me to respect you when u dun even have normal respect for others.
"Singing song" to you make me demoralised myself.
what a laugh!
hais.
and a little thing that u fork out doesnt mean anything for them.
I shd go ahead with what is best for me and being pull down
because they dun even care what for u want to care!
for now,
jus come down to bugis; cloud.
I will give u lots lots of discount today! =)

;) delicious! I see le also feel like eating. damn easy to cook la. =D

hais. today is friday.Hong suppose to book out today. sad.
nvm. Since my sister going out of station again, guess i will be the one that helps out in the shop for tml till wed. Till the day i had rest which is thurs hong will be back.
Actually , time pass super fast leh. Maybe because i was at the shop for 2 days. That why.
great. someone order her shoe again and i push from collection on wed till sat. That's very bad. Because i dun really like to draw repeated pattern for numberous times- sailor design.
I dun really know what i really wants.
great. Mandy called up this morning and scolded me. Speaking in loud voice maybe because my volume is loudest. LOL! so i made it lower. By time, she say she want to scold jinfu and will call back later. hehehe.
So, end up , none of us working. Zhi say is not worth it. hm, think about it.... ya. but i in need to get present for hong. Slacking for 7 months really is a terrible thing. Now that i can go find job, ting , u better get ur ass and find a job!
Qi say the register for the course is about may!
account ? teacher? i left out baker ( because i shall left it for next time)
hais. Think i will go for account! Although i know, i cant make it. But , i will try.
I just scare of doing new things , u see.
got to get myself to draw that shoe and headed to NTUC to buy igrediant ..... and headed down shop and had dinner with friends later on. =)

Great! i some how forget that i own a blog.
sorry for the lacks of updates. Been busy at shop for 2 days.Hm, wen came and visit me with his cousin. He going army soon, 2 more days! ha! jiayou!
anyway, i cooked fried rice on friday! hm, as mention i was not feeling well. Had stomach ach after eating. Seems like food poison because i keep on vomiting. But, others are still well.
So, i over cook and left alot. And thrown alot away because cant finish. heheheh. and... I wanted to make bake rice instead. But the long time never used oven say NO and the house was black out! So, only fried rice. =)
Never took photo leh.
forget. Sat, tim birthday party. Parted with them in the evening and went......... to eat EMPIRE STATE BURGER! omg can! is like.. so BIG. and i cant finish 1/4 of it but hong ate the rest 3/4 . The burger is actually made for 4 pax. LOL! YEAH! gonna eat again next next week end!
Hong cant come out this week because he got outfield camp test this weekend. So, he able to book out on thurs . But booking in on friday because he got lesson at science centre. By then, i will be busy with my work. Oh ya, i working with fu only. Piang n da last minutes cannot make it lor. Dunno about my sis. ask her later. Hope she get in too. =) so ....
there will be no time for me n hong until next next next week end. sad. ok, i checked. 11 of sept! and hong birthday party clashed with qmor. hm.... how leh?
omg!!!!!!!!!!!
is 9 pm already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9.16pm to be exact!!!!!!!!!!!
that all for today! got to call him!
I killed so many house fly in shop today !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bad crowd!

hello, am back.
as i said....
I had been sleep from monday late evening to.... wed afternoon.
Monday-> I woke up with acute headach. And, the world is spinning... and i know that... sth is not right. so painnn. Weida called and said that Mandy wanted interview us. So, we tagged along. Before that i went to piano lesson. was super late because i overslept. woke up at 1.20pm whereby lesson start at 1.45pm. Reached at 2pm. And.... felt so so so so so so cold!!!! I will always go spotlight after lesson. This time, i went too. But, i walked till the candle part, i walked out. Because i was shievering like no body cares. So, headed to jurong east with this condition. lucky got seat. I slept the way through. And interview was alright la. Nvm la. =) hm. stupid fu n piang keep disturbing me like what sia. on the way back, i really really wanted to take a cab back instead of long train journey. No seat at first . And they keep on talking to me. I told them am tired yet they purposely. Stupid piang still hit me on my shoulder to prevent me from sleeping. -_- now i am alright... *BECAREFUL! lol!
reach home, i slept till night. My mum and sis came back with porriage. My sis closed shop because very little people. And, had a quick dinner and went back to sleep. sleep till tues afternoon. Time really past fast when sleeping!=) love my mum. she boiled soup/ tea/ cook porriage/cooked dishes/ buy porriage/ wake me for med/ ... alot alot that i really appreciated. She even ask me wake up go toilet pee. LOL! i very guai one. I jus do what she said..
yeah.. now that I am better but still having sore throat , flu, cough.. I will be planning to cook dinner on friday! hehehe. mus plan what to cook , what to buy. wanted to make breakfast tml but no plain bread. Want to make sandwiches for her to bring to work. =) maybe next time. =))
Great! I shd be back on baking side. I almost lost touch on baking.
-----
so .. I shall go popular and get paint. Is running low.. =) and look for books on nice food. hehehe.
yummy food for my mum! Den , i will take photo to prove u that i didnt say only but action is done! hehehehehehe. =)
Thanks mummy! I LOVE U!
----
Thanks everyone that concern . Im alright.
soon, i will eat lots heaty thing again.
hong say he will bring me go somewhere this sat. dunno where leh. .........
ehehehhehehe
yeah! SURPRISE!
kiss
nights

sunday was bad. Sales at first is dead. Slowly catch up and was not really bad.
but stress till cry.
I know is like over react. But i done something really bad. =(
I dun understand why....
hong book in early in the afternoon, i was left alone in the shop.
coughing non-stop.
having fever now.
Will be sleeping in few minutes.
I do not know what / how to do.
hong cant used his phone to call/sms me every night any more.
he had his field camp training and..
no one is going listen to my nags.
well, he recorded his voice and pass me his MP3.
so sweet hor...
This is the second time i never send him 'home'
I got to work..........
I realised.. We really spent little time together.
he came out on friday night.
I had to help out on sat. Althought he accompanied me the whole day... i'm still happy la. But we cant go play aracade / watch movies. Fun is not there.
But he bought FOOD for me n my da jie. Because it was so so so so so busy that I cant go n buy dinner.
so, this is how i fall sick.
Friday-> Huge KIO drink after work
Sat-> Subway+ TrioQ + Huge KIO + 1 plain prata + 1 egg prata + 1 very spicy mee gorenge + 1 roti john! hahah. of course the mee gorenge , roti john is share among hong n his cousin.
So, now coughing coughing.. like.....
and I just check my temperature, 38.2
didnt know as always.
until i know that i felt sleepy than normal.
Great, tml got lesson and.... * mus remember bring water.
tml got to look after shop...
i think i really need a good rest.
I afraid that i will cry to sleep when i hear hong's voice. ehehehe. but i am curious what he said in that recording. hais.
and i think today ladies are having great stomach ach. Toilet are full of lao sia smell and toilet are stained. OMG. so gosh can! dunno why human can be so disgusting. They shd at least clean it up. omg. Is not one but 2 over 5 toilet i glanced. THAT is OMG.

Okay, this was taken on sunday! =) walked from parkway parade to Bedok jetty. hehe. on the way meet violet n ah hua. They are cycling. =) They help me carry drink. =)
hehe. And, we fish/ bbq/ kite flying! Very happening day, just only 3 of us.
=)

This was taken on ... Friday! heheh.
whereby, zhi n I wanted to jog at first n shiwei sis want to roller blade. In the end........
I wore my sport shoes and..... zhi want cycle. And all of us cycle. hehehe. We meeting again for roller blade. lol!!!

Zhi tickle me. !

oh man. I couldnt find my cable. Cant upload photos. got lots of photos to upload.....
great.
helping my da jie to open shop tml because she helping me to call my supplier. LOL!
we made a deal!
I really dun dare to call her again.
I told u , i got thin skin! hahahhaha
I got no choice but to order from her the shoes again.
currently, got 5 orders.
Not yet done arfah shoe. hais. so sorry man..
shall complete this week.
shd i order black shoe???
great. so sick.
tml not bringing my com. Shall let it at home and bring shoes to draw. ehheh
nnnnnn......
the ehm ehm 's door open and..... my mum said that this year will be more firece wrote in the new paper. And was very afraid now because I was alone in the roommmmmm....
shall sleep early today and woke up tml morning please.

Time for bed time stories.
Read 2 chapters .
From young till teenage , she was sexually abuse and this was taught by her dad that this is how to communicate with guys. So she went around to firlt until she met this guy called joe.
They fell in love but she cant trusted him fully.. And, she got preg. Her family dislike joe and asked her choose between two. So, she broke up with him and got back home to stay. While joe went oversea to further on his university. Until the day she delivered to Molly, a baby girl. And troubles stirred up again and she broke up with him . This time she start a new relationship with a guy called peter who is a drinker. Blahh... and she got preg again. This time, she had abortion. And went back to joe. and blahhh... they got married . Although she still have the sickness in her, she still trying to hide her fear within her. Her dad called up to her one day to tell her the truth that he did abuse her and wanted her to move on as he know that she was struggling hard with getting on her life. But she couldn't believe that and ask her dad why did he did that and he simply replied that he love her too much. -_-
and..... i stopped reading because i'm tired. hehehe
shall update about today dating. hehehe
went shop to help out dajie. Was very DUNNO WHAT TO SAY when we saw. hais. Den, helped her iron with her new stuff. Den shiwei sis came. ops. Let her wait for me at leas got 30 min i think. After that we shopped ard. Both of us both ear ring and sis bought head band<- super chio. Next, we got our national day Tinkerbell shirt. heheheh. And, sis sayyyyy..
after buffet, let eat YUMMI yogurt because it help to digest properly....LOL! she finding excuses because she love to eat YUMMI yogurt. LOL! so, before buffet we had ice cream. LOL!. headed towards ms and we lost our way. hahahah. Reach there earlier by 2 min.First customer to reach. so we ate from 530pm to 9 plus pm. LOL! actually , we got stuck at 7 pm. LOL! but it digest and we ate again. LOL! =) went to fountain and went home next. Reach home super fast. Also dunno why sia. =)
enjoy our sister outing.
tomorrow going outing with us + zhi. heheheheh
we going jogging, cycling.
so fun.
wait till dear finish their bridging exam den we all go out again! heheh...
so many outing this week. But i feel sad when my sis need my help and i was not there to help. sorry sis. But she say everything is alright. I shall help u next time ok. Hm,
must enjoy this week end because next week end need to help out at shop.

ok, as promised, i shall tell u some bed time stories.. yawns.
This story is actually saying that between the ages of 6 to 8 years, she was sexually abused by her father. Being loyal to her family to keep it intact, the abuse became to their little sercet. When she tried to cried out for help, she was encourage to retract her allegations and branded a lier. At home, she had alot of rules and regulation.
- Not being able to touch anything in the house.
-Not being able to choose her own clothes
- Having to run naked to the shower in her mum's room.
- Not being allowed friends over
-Not being able to get a drink or something to eat.
-Not being allowed to sit on furniture.
- Not being allowed home until eleven o'clock at night
- Having to have all her hands, face and feet washed before entering the house
- Not being allowed to touch her school bag until it cleaned
-Need permission to ask to use the toilet.
-Not able to bath
- Not able to touch her drawers and wardrobes in her room
* tell me how u feel if u are her.
I do not know if I am still able to see the further if i am her.
and when she seek for help, times after times, she lied because she dun wan her dad to be put to jail. And soon, abuse starts again and again.
That about that. Shall further on reading to tell u the details. Tml going to help out da jie at shop den meeting shiwei sis. so excited. hehehe. kushinbo here we come!!!!!!

wanted to share with u the storries that i had been reading. But i cant concentrate while i type , think while looking out for customer. So, tonight then i update u about it. hahahha.
hm, today is wed.
Went to look for the shirt i mention. Woo. Got size. But...... maybe will buy it tomorrow with shiwei sis.heheh.
Woke up late today morning. When i first glance at the clock is already 7am. Shocked. Went over to look for her . Lucky she had already went to school.
U know what,
yesterday got this customer.
And, her frien tried a demin dress( my sis's design) and her frien love it alot.
Then she ask can she fit in.
The cutting is small. I told her it will be super tight for her.
She is bigger size than me. Ok, hm, i guess is 80 kg.
And the dress is mend for 40 + and below.
THEN, she say she want to try...............................................
i dunno how to reject........
so i let her try.........
THE CLOTH STRETCH TO THE MAX.........
and she say she want to remove it the stretchy part so that she has more space for her BREAST..
-__________-
den, she wanted a new piece.
OF COURSE, i tell her i only left 2 piece which is the mannequin wearing and the piece she holding. She told me the zip there is spoil......
i suspect she made spoil. Because her frien try earlier on necer complain about that. Instead she ask ... why spoil? if spoil how? she seems so so so so worried. Then, the fat frien want to see the mannequin piece. OF COURSE, i try to find excuses but she really wanted to see.. i got no choice... den i bring it down... den SHE SAY SHE WANT TO TRY BOTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -___-!!!!!
and came out saying " I DUN THINK I BUYING, IS TOO SMALL FOR ME"
angry and speechless , what to do with the dress??? the spoil dress...............
in the end, lucky, the frien said " buy lor, look nice ma" and she bought the dress using discount.
of course she took the better piece one la. what the right.
TIME TO LEARN HOW TO REJECT PEOPLE AND TELL THEM THAT THEY ARE TOO FAT TO FIT IN THE CLOTH BEFORE MORE AND MORE CLOTHES SPOIL.
argh.
but, let dun affect my mood today.
Is going to be a good good day....
CLOUD , HUAT ARH

ah hua being bully. hahaha

omg. Haven crack any eggs!!!!!!
stress
relax!!!
argh.
So tiring.
Ytd slept at 4am. After that woke up at 6am to wake her for school. After that at 8am , send her to tuition. After that at 10am, send her back with lunch. At 11.15am, Send her to school bus. So, very busy N tiring. god.
I was like sleeping n walking at the same time. super tired. But i slept from 11.30 to 1pm. And, rush to lesson.
Lesson at 1.45pm today. I thought I was late. I thought lesson start at 1.30pm. Rush like mad.
hm, nth much. Never sing nor play. Not enough time. Theory is hard.
-_-
cant understand what she said.
she ask me to get 2 book which will help me with theory.
*Thinking back, i think pervious teacher will be better.
Why?
* firece
* Confirm will play n teach theory on the same lesson
*Confirm will angry with me
*Confirm will call me to ask me where am I because I'm always late for lesson.
conclusion: I'm weird.
Next week no lesson because is NDP!
I think, is more on self- learning type.
facebook is giving me trouble to upload picture. Might upload tonight den.
omg. Is 4.35 pm already.
I'm feeling tired N hungry.
I ate subway n sushi.
But still hungry n tired n stress. =(

okay, is sunday night again.
tlm is monday again.
=(
I bet this week is gonna pass really fast because I am looking after the shop tomorrow , the day after tomorrow and the day after after tomorrow.
aiya, monday, tues , wed.
=)
Send hong to army and saw few familiar faces like weishun and yongshun! LOL! all shun!
hm, weekend pass so fast.
Going out with shiwei sis on thurs . LOL! Wanted to go Pula Ubin. =)